So today was D day and time for our beta test this morning. I got there around 8am and did the test.
At 9:30am our darling IVF coordinator called and said she had called the lab and they had no results for me and had I gone. I told her I had and she said she’d call back in half an hour and check.
Whilst waiting for her to call back I went to the loo and lone behold there was no red blood. I knew it was over.
I emailed her and let her know, she then called and confirmed my suspicions, it was negative and I was to stop the Utrogestan.
The doc is on holiday and when he’s back we need to come in to see him to discuss the next step.
I’m not feeling too upset, more disappointed than anything. I haven’t cried uncontrollably, or even shed one tear in fact. I’m feeling pretty calm. I think the soft left down of the spotting helped.
Hubs is very sad as he says he was so positive. I think he was in denial abit and didn’t want to believe it could be over when I started spotting.
Anyway we have a busy next few weeks and an amazing holiday away with friends over New Years so lots of distractions and friends to keep us going.
That’s me for awhile, chat in the new year x